My Testimony |
This is a collection of my personal testimonies presented in both illustrated and written form.
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My TimelineNote: This is a personal timeline of my walk with the Lord Jesus Christ.
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My Journey
Between 2010 and 2016 I made a series of poor choices that continued to pile up and led me to hitting a very low point in my life. I was alone because of my selfish decisions and was left with two choices. I could continue down the same path of destruction or head in a different direction. At that point I had nothing else to lose and on January 8, 2017 I gave my life to Jesus Christ. That's when everything began to change. When I gave my life to Jesus I was drawn to the grace and love message being preached. It was encouraging and a breath of fresh air to my previously lost self. However, as the months progressed and I focused on just the grace and love in the Bible, I ended up staying in compromise and sin. While I had the desire to change, my progress in overcoming sin was minimal. I was also oblivious to much of the sin and compromise I was committing because I was swimming in the shallow end of the pool of God's Word. I was not growing closer to God and I thought I was because I was reading the Bible and going to church. The truth is I didn't understand what I was reading or hearing, I was just going through the motions. At that time, lust became my idol. After several years of this I eventually realized that I needed more spiritual growth. I was not a brand new Christian after all. I needed to get out of the shallow end of the pool and swim in the deeper waters of God’s Word. Eventually in 2020, I was drawn to the message of truth and law. While it was new and exciting to learn; I found that when I focused on just the truth and law in the Bible I became too rigid, judgmental and critical. I started to focus on religion more than a relationship with Jesus. Sure I was heading towards the deeper end of the pool but I was still not growing closer to God when I thought I was. In addition to lust, pride became my idol. Both extremes prevented me from truly building the relationship with God that I needed. It wasn’t until the end of 2022 / beginning of 2023 when things changed. I started to seek a balance of grace, love, truth and law which allowed my relationship with God to grow and with that my faith. I found greater purpose and to give you an example this project was birthed. I also had a spiritual dream with Jesus that changed my life. While I’m still a work in progress and I have much to learn, the bondage of sin no longer controls my life and I finally feel free thanks to Jesus!
Repent, Invite, Receive and Obey
Salvation Prayer: Lord Jesus, I am a sinner and I need a Savior. I believe You died for me and Your blood covers all of my sins. I invite You to come into my heart and become the Lord and Savior of my life. By faith I receive the Holy Spirit. From this day forward I will pick up my cross daily and follow You. Amen. |
Overcoming PrideOn January 30, 2024 my wife and I were chatting in the evening after reading The Bible and God revealed to me the root cause of an issue of pride I was struggling with. I didn't even realize I was struggling with the sin of pride, I didn't think I was being prideful. The irony of that statement should be an easy warning sign of pride. The truth is I was. I had taken regrets and frustrations of the past, picked out the truth from those past scenarios and projected that truth onto loved ones. Internally I was frustrated over poor decisions I made in the past that led me to no longer have things I had and want. And even though God had removed those things I desired from my life, I still wanted them and was frustrated that I didn't have them. But I now realize God had to prune those things out of my life because they would have kept me from the destination He has for me. I was projecting frustration without even realizing it and thus causing strife. This was all rooted in pride even though my focus was honesty. I'm a very honest person and I prefer honesty regardless of how it makes others feel. I want others to be just as honest with me because I value truth above my feelings. And yes God does want us to be honest, but we are all different and not everyone thinks like me. What God revealed to me was just because something is truthful, doesn't mean it has to be shared, especially if it's hurtful. It was a revelation moment in my life. I'm a work in progress just like everyone else. The enemy is crafty and pride can easily become one of the most challenging sins to overcome because it's often less obvious then lust of the flesh or lust of the eye. I've repented and asked God to help me work through my sin of pride which he is because He's a faithful God! |